alright..its been a while since i've done this thing. lots has changed once again. life is good. i mean not everydays gunna be great but the great ones def make up for the not so great ones. . anyways lots of exciting things comin up like christmas n'stuff. makes me happy. i love christmas time..def the best time of the year. minus summer. cuz summer jus rocks. haha i actually dont really know what i just said or why i even wrote this..  anyways have a good one!! o yes i must know  the answer to this question tho......what would u do if your son was at home cryin all alone on the  bedroom floor cuz he's hungry?

being in college plus being single equals good. trust me.  i know some of my friends dont like it when i say this cuz they think i dont mean it but i find out more and more everyday how much less complicating life is when your single.

o yeah i quit qdoba then i unquit.

ADDED: i think i'll officially let everyone know that i think im going to contradict everything i wrote in the second paragraph pretty soon.........i know typical me.

Attitude                                                                                                                                

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.

Attitude, to me is more important than facts.

It is more important than the past, than education

than money, than cirumstances, than failures, than success,

than what other people think or say or do.

It is more important than appearance, giftednesss or skill.

It will make or break a company...a church..a home.

The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.

We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.

We cannot change the inevitable.

The only thing we can do is to play on the one string we have,

and that is our attitude.......I am convinced that life is 10% about what happens to me and 90% how I react to it....And so it is with you..........

Wow..i never realized how much i absolutely LOVE traveling  until lately..if I could i would travel around the whole world..its gotta be my favorite thing to do..i jus wanna see everything..maybe i should do some kind of job where i get to travel a lot..cuz i'd love that..and maybe  even with sports or somethin cool like that..or jus travelin in general would be sweet... but idk what job that would be..plus i still wanna do the whole helping people thing....and i wanna have a family so i dont wanna be all over the world when i have a couple kids....maybe ill jus get married young like ive always wanted, travel and have some time jus wit my husband then after all that have kids...idk I still got some time to figure it all out!.....anyways im savin up like ALL of my money so i can study abroad in Spain cuz i think that would be jus about the coolest thing ever and would make me extremely happy ..I'm almost positive im gunna do it  for 4-6 wks in the summer. i can't wait... Anyways somethin else went wrong wit my car today so i gottta pay for that now too..but some guy i met at work today is fixin it for me for pretty cheap so i cant really complain too much. Well I'm gettin tired and i gotta be up early again so i think im gunna head  out to bed now.g'night.I love u all very much!

..isn't it gorgeous there?

ADDED:  if you read what i wrote here before thats fine cuz it is true but i jus worded it reallly wierd and it sorta sounded different then i think it was supposed to so im jus gunna delete it, plus I still have a lot to learn about that cuz im stilll a bit confused about it all.

Also, i decided that im givin up everythin i wanna do and completely followin wherever and whatever God wants for my life cuz its not about all these things that i want for my life cuz they will all fail if its not with God in it....but its all about what God wants for me....so i'm leavin it up to him.